The hands are reaching for the three and the twelve
But the limbs in the light aren't fading
Tangled figures dream they stay just to spite
The secret life she's parading

Silent sin can speak can sing you the ways
A cabaret where secondhand hearts can play
The classic dance between the fringe and the fray
Where the hips can play
(She's gonna get it, she's gonna get it)

Romance in a slow dance
At the scene of the scar laces lovers and hearts
Silhouettes, (she's gonna get it)
Take a chance (she's gonna get it)
Make the heat in the sheets like no one can

She shakes and makes her whispers barely discreet
While the pace and the breath start to quicken
A foreign shadow slowly enters the room
To prove that he's not the victim
They dance in the dark, locking rhythms with art
The fragile cliche burns at the seams
(At the seams)
A dash of it's passionate, a violent flash and
It puts an end to all that's obscene
(She's gonna get it)

Romance in a slow dance
At the scene of the scar laces lovers and hearts
Silhouettes, take a chance
Make the heat in the sheets like no one can

let's fight the force by being the men we were fucking raised to be.
it's a war between reality and fantasy right now.
they think they can mold us to be soldiers, warriors, honorable men...
let's break into their corrupt souls and show them we are already SOLDIERS, WARRIORS, and HONORABLE MEN.

they can't take it away from us.
our minds, our hearts, our souls, our feet, our lives, it's ours. it's our rules and our gameplay. we want to fight for us now.
it's our time to rule the streets. it's our time to wave the red flag of war and declare our rage to the world. it's our time to show you the power we have. the power that will take control of your fucking fantasy.
see our war, our rage, our meaning.

I really feel that there are young people who need help because they have problems inside that are making them feel like SHIT.

I noticed that here in the Philippines, there are the generic people and then the ones who are afraid then the ones who are hurt. The generic people are the ones who have lots of friends and they don't give a rat's ass about other people because they have lots of friends. It's always happy happy happy time for them and nothing else. Then the ones who are afraid are the ones who show they are happy but deep inside there really is something that is eating them up and they're afraid to show it. Then the ones who are hurt...these are the ones who are alone and who feel like theyre not cared for. the ones with the secrets. There are LOTS of generic people and they really over power the other types of people.

I really really think it's time that all of you look at the people around you and accept that there ARE people who are hurting and we shouldn't look at them as SHITS or BORING or DRAMA because when you look at them like that, the more they feel like their life is WORTH NOTHING. I can't even believe that there are people who can live thorugh life knowing that they've never listened to anyone TRUTHFULLY and HELPED. or even cried with someone because of so much pain.

God teaches us to care for others. where the fuck is that today?
Because seriously, i'm pretty sure TONS of people are afraid to show pain. THE REAL PAIN. the ones you don't say "oh things will be alright." BULLSHIT.


I wish i could save a soul.... i know i can. I just haven't found you yet. maybe you can find me.

So my weekend was awesome.
SATURDAY: I went hiking in Mt. Pinatubo. and maaaan... it's so beautiful there! the hike wasn't as a long as i thought (cos we took the baby trail) but my legs did ache at the end. ahaha. i left the house at 3:00am and the hike started at around 7:30am. I went with my mom's friends, Mika, Mark, and Dans. :) so first you go to this town where you park your car and register then you ride these awesome 4x4's and ride through the lahar. it gets really bumpy but that's the fun of it! For girls, wear a sports bra...seriously! hahaha! then the hike was 1.5hours which isn't as long as you think. but yah...the trails is pretty rocky and your feet are gonna get wet. when we got the the top the scene is BEAUTIFUL... my gosh. the hike was so worth it. We went swimming in the crater....and it's freaking' deep. i wonder how deep it actually is... hahaha! i didn't wanna try cos i was with my mom's friends. i didn't wanna freak them out.
anyways, the scenery was amazing. you all should try doing it! i'm going back with my cousins then again with otherfriends. it's really exciting.


SUNDAY: I fought my aching legs and woke up early to go to Rockwell. I met up with Pat in magrigal starbucks and rode with Miguel to powerplant. we were a little early so we walked around and ate until 3pm for weckl. 3PM CAME and i finally saw dave weckl. it wasn't a real "workshop.." but it was okay already because he talked about techinques and how to survive in the music business. He gave an awesome advice. Then pat, miguel and i got free passes to the festival so we decided to just line up and have wekcl sign it. soooo we did!
....i met dave weckl.
so that was my awesome weekend. now im back in school and it sucks... hahahaha! :P it's cool. i loved my weekend. :)

I'm in author2 class right now and i'm soooooooooo bored...
I haven't blogged in a long time...
I stopped blogging because I found out people actually read my stuff and that they judge or/and tell my parents about the things I write here. so no more personal thoughts and events.

ANYWAYS, it's almost 10am that means one more hour of class. I already have a headache from this lecture... i'm not listening so much anymore. hahaha. I'm really tired and sleepy already...this is head-breaking.

SOOOOO, im gonna sing you a song!
check out the lyrics of this song made my an a cappella group

[Close Encounters of the Droid Kind]
You must use the force (repeat ad nauseum)

[Raiders of the Lost Wookiee]
Long time ago, far far away (repeat)

Kiss a wookie, kick a droid
Fly the falcon through an asteroid
Till the princess is annoyed
This is spaceships, it's monsters, it's Star Wars, we love it!

Come and help me, Obi-Wan
X-wing fighter and a blaster gun
Dance with Ewoks, oh what fun!
This is spaceships, it's monsters, it's Star Wars, we love it!

[Super Han]
Get in there you big, furry oaf
I couldn't care less what you smell
I take orders from only me
Maybe you'd like it back in your cell
Your Highness, your worshipfulness, your highness, your worshipfulness

No one cares if you upset a droid
(nobody cares if you upset a droid)
That's because droids don't tear your arms out of socket.
(nobody cares)
I suggest a new strategy: let the Wookie win
That's because nobody cares if you upset a droid.

[ET the DiscoTerrestrial]
Now we listen to Luke whining:
One more season... One more season... One more season... One more season...

I was gonna go to Tosche Station for power converters
Now I guess I'm going nowhere.
It just isn't fair.

[Jaws: the Wookiee]
Woooooookiee (repeat)

Someone move this walking carpet (repeat)

Kiss your brother, Kiss your brother (repeat)

Princess Leia
Well I guess you don't know anything about women.

Who's your daddy? (repeat)

[Jurassic Darth]
Luke, I'm your father
(That's not true!)
It is useless to resist
(My hand!)
Come with me my son, We will rule
(I'll never join you!)
Search your feelings it is true

So you have a twin sister
Who Obi-Wan was wise to hide
(Is that Leia?)
If you will not turn
Then perhaps she will
Give in to your hate
You are mine

Long Long Long Time ago... Far Far Far Far Away

Long Long Long Time Ago, Far Far Far Away (repeat)

Kiss a wookie
Kick a droid
Fly the falcon
Through an asteroid
Till the princess is annoyed
(She's annoyed!)
This is spaceships, it's monsters, it's Star Wars, we love it, it's true

Episode 3
Coming to you
In 2005

So Let's go
(go go go to the movies)
Stand in line
(buy buy buy me some popcorn)
Cause it's al-
(please I'd like extra butter)
most the time
(Join the dark side...)
May the Force be with you all

John Williams is the man

I'm in punta fuego right now with my fam and hahaha la lang, it's fun and relaxing.

Life's good now you know but tomorrow it's back to reality when we go back home.

Anyways, I'm blogging because the day is ending and my family is gonna go to bed EARLY again. Last night, the aduts went to bed at like 10pm man!!! so i was so freaking bored watching TV and doing my word search. :P and because of sleeping early i woke up at 6:30am...
I went jetskiing today and i drove like freakin insane! wuhoooo! Those awesome sharp turns were awesome! :P

i wish i had a friend who shared the same likes as me and i could really talk to. Happy times.

(WHY DO PEOPLE TELL MY PARENTS WHAT I WRITE IN MY BLOG? WHAT DO YOU WANT? FREAKING SPIES.)

Has anyone heard the new song of R. Kelly?

It's called "I BELIEVE".

It's his new single. I'm not so sure if he wrote it or it's a revival but daaaamn... it's such a good song and R. Kelly is the perfect singer to perform that kinda song...
It's a song for Obama and daaaam... it's so nice...
I used to hate america a lot cos of bush... but now... im starting to like america. It's like now im starting to see how trapt The U.S was with bush in power. This song just made me believe that the U.S. isn't selfish and arrogant and that Obama might just change the world...
So... I'm hoping/praying/wishing this president uses the american power the right way to stop war and every damage they contributed to in the past.

This is the nicest song i've heard about a president......
It's so nice to see that there IS a president people really look up to.

If obama is a good man, God did answer our prayers.

"hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.... I believe.... oh... i believe, i believe.... with hope you'll set us free and you'll show us how to dream, and now we can lift our voices and forever sing. I think of the heroes in the past and celebrate this victory, let's bring it back."

WHY WONT PEOPLE ANSWER THEIR DAMN PHONES!!!